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11:55am 23/11/2003
  RCR KICKED ASS LAST NIGHT
OH YEAH I DONT KNOW WHY IM WRITING IN THIS
 
     
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12:43pm 28/01/2003
  oh yeah rockin the JB icon!!  
     
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go get ass rammed by a zebra...   
11:57am 28/01/2003
  My balls are cold. Gonna record an album this weekend. Its gonna be kick ass. Midterms are the spawn of the spawn of satan (and so- Forth) I met this chick at sterling whose mad cool. She snowboards (GOD!!! When girls ride its a HUGE turn on). Shes hot. Gotta get out of my crib.  
     
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11:45am 20/01/2003
  oh yeah and i am going back on the fact that it is my last entry  
     
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11:41am 20/01/2003
 
mood: dorky
My hair is red. SCORE!!! oh lordy am I tired. Chanin Is nuts.
QUESTION OF THE DAY:

Does anyone remember the TV show "Moesha"
I sure do.

MO to da E to da SH to Da A

Oh god. John Madden Prank calls and such and such. CALL ME IF U WANNA CHILL MUTHA FUCKA!!!
 
     
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07:06pm 16/01/2003
 
mood: contemplative
julia...
Im obsessed. Those letters send shivers down my spine. I cant stop thinking about her. I want to tell her so much but im afraid i will scare her. I adore her. I just wish i could tell her how beautiful she is and how much i care. I know Im not what she wants.

I just wish one morning i could wake up and be everything she ever wanted...
 
     
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07:04pm 16/01/2003
 
mood: contemplative
julia...
Im obsessed. Those letters send shivers down my spine. I cant stop thinking about her. I want to tell her so much but im afraid i will scare her. I adore her. I just wish i could tell her how beautiful she is and how much i care. I know Im not what she wants.

I just wish one morning i could wake up and be everthing she ever wanted...
 
     
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01:13pm 11/01/2003
 
mood: amused
I'm an Atheist!



Which Enemy of the Christian Church Are You?


Take More of Robert & Tim's Quizzes
Watch Robert & Tim's Cartoons









yes!!!!!
 
     
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12:53pm 23/12/2002
  my livejournal is now friends only  
     
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12:10pm 11/12/2002
  After reading over my past entries, I realize how much I scare everyone with this journal. I just want everyone to know that I am okay and any problems I do have are being fixed.  
     
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08:47pm 08/12/2002
 
mood: sore
Im in my mode where I hate everything and everyone right now. My parents don't realize how much I really hate them. They are the only people who I really wished death apon and meant it full hearted. I don't belong in this house. I don't belong in this place. I dont belong on this earth. Its the feeling of when you are outcasted that makes situations more outrageous. I just wish that there was one thing I could say to them that would make them appreciate me. I work so hard to gain their respect, and I realize no matter how hard I try I will never get it.
 
     
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09:29pm 03/12/2002
 
mood: determined
I went to therepy tonight. My therepist Joe know everything. The shit he says is so deep and so fucking profound. At every appointment he blows my mind. He is really good. I cant wait till next weekend. Its gonna be raw!! Im trying to persuade Jolly to come to the december 14th show.

HOPEforSILENCE: its at rexplex
HOPEforSILENCE: itll be hot
HOPEforSILENCE: do u want to come
JustAPopPunkKid: im not sure yet cause im not really into those bands
HOPEforSILENCE: true
HOPEforSILENCE: come on jolls i know wanna use those guns to put some hurt on some kid while THE DILLENGER ESCAPE PLAN plays
JustAPopPunkKid: hahahahhahahhaha

The Jolls in full force
 
     
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The worst feeling is having everyone against you.. and you can't blame them   
05:26pm 02/12/2002
 
mood: scared
I WANT EVERYTHING TO BE ALRIGHT. IT CAN NEVER BE. I NEED TO FORGET BUT IT HAUNTS ME. I know i want to drink it away, like i used to but i cant. I just wish for once, I could make sense. I looking for the one person who can understand me. I know she couldn't and i dont see why she would. I feel like dying tonight. If i killed myself when I had the chance to, none of this could happen. I couldn't ruin anything else and everyone would be happy. Its thoughts like this that slowly turn me into what I used to be.
 
     
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08:23pm 01/12/2002
 
mood: guilty
words cant explain how guilty i am. My head is a nightmare...

Im sorry
 
     
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04:03pm 30/11/2002
 
mood: bored
im in quite a bored state. Everyone has left. I am alone at my house and eating. Eating with no control. Im not even really that hungry. Its odd. Bordum make my hungry. I also feel real gritty and im gonna have to clean up before emmi gets hear. Chanin got her lip pierced it looks hot. Im goin to see Coheed, The Dillenger Escape Plan, CKY and other bands at Rexplex on december 14th. Its gonna be hot. Mike is finally goin to see the casualties the day before the show. Thats cool for him because I know he always wanted to see them.But here I am, restles as usually. ADHD is quite a bitch isn't it.
 
     
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11:22am 29/11/2002
 
mood: bouncy
yo soy muy cansado. I also am really hungry which s ironic because thatnksgiving was yesterday. My cousins leave tommorrow morning. Saturday night is just on the horizon. I am bored in a sense. Bored enough to take the truck of my skateboard and ride it down snow covered hills. The accomplishment of the weekend is this. I made it down the 8 stairs on my porch. SOLID. I also landed a sick ass bombdrop of my porch as well. I wanna film sometime soon. I also want to use my new snowboard. I wanna see emily. I am such a winer
 
     
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11:45pm 27/11/2002
 
mood: cheerful
emily has told me to update my journal...

My cousins from NC are over. Must have played Tony Hawk all day. I gotsa to meet up with ethan and get our shit together. Saturday is the official Emily and Mark Movie rental night. Sounds exciting doesn't it. Well i am excited. Tommorrow my course of action is as follows:
-Play Ps2
-Eat turkey
-Pass out
-Wake up in time to have pie
-Play Ps2
-Pass out
-Watch some fine television programs
-listen to drunken arguments and laugh
-Pass out


I <3 emmi
 
     
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mmmmmmmmmmmmm   
04:48pm 26/11/2002
 
mood: dorky
School is gay. supposidly a lot of snow is gonna fall tommorow and it will be wonderful. I doubt it. Weathermen are liers. I went to Chilis last night, ate too much and vomitted. Not very cool. Isn't it funny how its tuesday and i am still hearing about how great the Glassjaw show was? GOd DaMnit I kNoW AlReAdY!!! I miss every good show. oh well. Therepy at 8 tonight so i gotta get my work done. Oh and also the official victor of the name marks band contest is...........

THE STANDBY PROTOCOL!!!!

(no one cares)
 
     
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rosie o donnal loves cheese   
03:21pm 22/11/2002
 
mood: bouncy
goin to the mall with emmi tonight. Might run into jolls. Emily has a sexy new haircut. So rediculously hot. She has pics on her livejournal. Goin to mikes and playin THPS 4 soon. I really gotta shower. The key word of today is ANTICIPATION. And also my band can't decide on a name so pick one from these:

-Self-Enflicted Embrace
-The Standby Protocol
-A Chronic Halo
-Dub of the Loaded Design

POST GODAMNITT WE NEED A NAME. Also if you have a bandname that is not used and is cool post. But for now post the best one on this list. PLEASSE!!!!!!!!!!
 
     
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It's like you never had wings...   
04:03pm 20/11/2002
 
mood: thoughtful
So exhasted. My uncles coming over today which is cool. Im fuckin excited cuz L.T is gonna give his deftones cd for 2 DOLLARS!!

As I expected this week has gone painfully slow. You have no idea how torturous 8th period has been.

Anyway, Emily and I are probobly goin somewhere on friday. Very neat. She has a voice that is so soothing. Its like waves. So wonderful. If words can describe the feeling...
 
     
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